9 Ways to Free Yourself From Ruminations

Of all my symptoms of depression, stuck thoughts are by far the most painful and debilitating for me. The harder I try to move the needle from the broken record in my brain, the louder the song becomes.

Ruminations are like a gaggle of politicians campaigning in your head. Try as you might to detach from their agenda, their slogans are forefront in your mind, ready to thrust you down the rabbit hole of depression. Logic tells you they are full of bull, but that doesn’t keep you from believing what they have to say.

Ever since the fourth grade, I have been fighting obsessive thoughts. So for four decades, I have been acquiring tools for living around them, continuously trying out strategies that will deliver them to the back of my noggin. Sometimes I am more successful than others. The more severe my depression, the more pervasive the thoughts. I don’t promise you tips to get rid of them forever, but here are some ways you lessen their hold over you.

1. Distract Yourself

Distraction is an appropriate first line of defense against ruminations. If you can, divert your attention to a word puzzle, a movie, a novel, or a conversation with a friend, in order to tune out what your brain is shouting. Even a five-minute reprieve from the broken record will help your mood and energy level, allowing you to focus on the here and now. However, if you simply can’t distract yourself — and I fully realize there are times when you can’t — don’t force it. That’s only going to make you feel more defeated.

2. Analyze the Thought

Obsessions usually contain a kernel of truth, but they are almost always about something else. Understanding the root of the thought and placing it in its context can often help you to let go of it, or at least minimize the panic over what you think it’s about. For example, a friend of mine was obsessing about the size of his backyard fence. A few times a day, he knelt beside the fence with a measuring stick, fretting that it wasn’t tall enough. The obsession was never really about the fence. It was about his wife who had just been diagnosed with dementia. Scared of losing her, he exercised what control he did have over the fence.

My recent ruminations are similar. I was obsessing about a mistake I made, or a decision I made that had consequences I didn’t consider. Once I realized that my obsession was really about something that happened 30 years ago, I breathed a sigh of relief.

3. Use Other Brains

It can be extremely difficult to be objective when you’re in the heat of ruminations. The politicians are incredibly convincing. That’s why you need the help of other brains to think for you — to remind you that your rumination isn’t based in reality. If you can, call on friends who have experienced obsessive thoughts themselves. They will get it. If you don’t have any, consider joining Group Beyond Blue on Facebook. This online depression support group is full of wise people who have guided me out of ruminations many times.

4. Use Your Mantras

I have ten mantras that I repeat to myself over and over again when cursed with obsessive thoughts. First, I channel Elsa in Disney’s “Frozen” and say or sing “Let it go.” I also repeat “I am enough,” since most of my ruminations are based on some negative self-assessment — usually how I handled a certain situation.

The most powerful mantra for ruminations is “There is no danger.” Panic is what drives the obsessive thoughts and makes them so disconcerting. You believe you are literally going to die.

In his book Mental Health Through Will Training psychiatrist Abraham Low writes, “You will realize that the idea of danger created by your imagination can easily disrupt any of your functions … If behavior is to be adjusted imagination must interpret events in such a fashion that the sense of security … overbalances the sentence of insecurity.” In other words, there really is no danger.

5. Schedule Rumination Time

Sometimes a rumination is like a tantruming 2-year-old who just wants a little attention. So give it to him. Some parenting experts say by acknowledging the kid, you provoke more tantrums. However, my experience with tantruming toddlers and with ruminations is that sometimes if you turn your attention to the kid or the thought, the screaming ends. You don’t want to stay indefinitely with the thought, but sometimes you might get a reprieve by setting aside a certain amount of time for your brain to go wherever it wants. Let it tell you that you are a despicable human being and that you screwed everything up once again. When the time is up, say, “Thank you for your contribution. I need to do other things now.”

6. Lessen Your Stress

Like most people I know, the severity of my ruminations are directly proportional to the amount of stress in my life. Recently, when the stress at work and at home were off the charts, so, too, were my ruminations. My brain was literally on fire, and no technique could quiet the thoughts.

Be proactive about lessening your stress. You might not have to make the dramatic changes that I did — resigning from a job. A little tweak in your schedule to allow for some relaxation may be all you need.

7. Do a Thought Log

Take a sheet of paper and draw three columns. In the first column, record your thought and assign a percentage of how strongly you believe it. For example, “I’m never going to recover from that mistake,” 90 percent. In the second column, list the cognitive distortions associated with that thought. For example, the above example involves “mental filtering,” “all or nothing thinking,” “jumping to conclusions,” “overgeneralization” and “catastrophizing.” In the third column, write a compassionate response to the thought THAT YOU BELIEVE and a percentage.

For example, “My decision may or may not have been a mistake, but it surely isn’t the end of me, and chances are that I can learn a lesson from it that will improve my life in the future,” 90 percent. If your percentage of the compassionate statement is lower than the original thought, tweak the compassionate response until the percentage is equal or higher than the original thought.

8. Be Kind to Yourself

The most important thing you can do to relieve the anguish of these thoughts is to be kind and gentle with yourself. In her book Self-Compassion Kristin Neff, Ph.D., offers a beautiful mantra she developed to help her deal with negative emotions, a reminder to treat herself with self-compassion when discomfort arises: “This is a moment of suffering. Suffering is part of life. May I be kind to myself in this moment. May I give myself the compassion I need.”

Ruminations are, without doubt, moments of suffering. Self-compassion is your most powerful antidote.

9. Admit Powerlessness

If I have tried every technique I can think of and am still tormented by the voices inside my head, I simply cry Uncle and concede to the stuck thoughts. I get on my knees and admit powerlessness to my wonderful brain biochemistry. I stop my efforts to free myself from the obsessions’ hold and allow the ruminations to be as loud as they want and to stay as long as they want because, here’s the thing, they do eventually go away.

Published originally on PsychCentral.

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7 thoughts on “9 Ways to Free Yourself From Ruminations

  1. Great article Therese. I too deal with stuck thoughts. While I don’t consider myself chronically depressed any longer, I know the ability to be so is still there.

    When I get in the stuck mode, I find I need to look at how widely I’ve been eating. For me, changing my diet was what enabled me to “disappear” my chronic depression. It’s been a great past 6 years, but the threat always looms I know.

  2. RUMINATION FUMIGATION

    Repetitive, unyielding rumination
    Relentless, revolving escalation

    Restless, rattled exaggeration
    Personal ridicule devastation

    Real and raw, head exploitation
    Robbed of ‘life living’ activation

    To rid my reality of unwanted rumination
    I’ll experiment with imaginary fumigation

    No room for healthy thought circulation
    Start preparing with ‘mind space’ exploration

    Tears flow with guilt and shame preoccupation
    Rants so loud, can’t hear ‘I am worthy’ narration

    ‘Chewing my cud’ ritual fixation, so needed liberation
    Packed in feelings lead to irritation and isolation

    Challenging aberration , stressful habitation
    Time for ‘fraught thought’ nonsense deflation

    Hose to spray with hope and love combination
    Every nook and cranny, patient playful duration

    Fumes are making me feel high, sober inebriation
    Wonderful sensation, working with laughter pulsation

    I keep dispersing, happy hue condensation
    Prayer and dream yearning collaboration

    Allow hope and love permeate for needed restoration
    Soul touching harmonization, self-care immigration

    Heart pounds with elation, excited beat pulsation
    What is good for the mind, whole body fascination

    Opening the mind up anew to possibility innovation
    Space for sunlight to shine in with releasing adaptation

    Let go of thought captivation, free flow cooperation
    Rumination wheel cessation, well-being illumination

    Fresh start for healthy thought germination
    Wish invigoration , ‘true to self’ reconciliation

    Going with visual illustration of rumination fumigation
    Brain acclimatization, cognitive navigation

    Alarm goes off, waking me to actuality complication
    I must address my serious situation of rumination

    Drifting back to sleep, hope and love accumulation
    Float around in my head, let’s do this fumigation

    Towards calm moments, softer brooding reverberation
    So I can always hear my… ‘I am worthy’ narration

    Brenda McDonald

  3. Dearest Miss Therese’ THANK YOU for my therapy of the day from far far away’ reaching me in my little corner’
    What an educative and touching article’ with all the added references and what exactly I needed at this time of my life cycle’
    Now 5 months into widowhood’ rumination has become my normal ‘ waking up or going to sleep ‘
    I keep rewinding my mind’s video tape of all the turn of events of my husband’s last weeks’ all my decisions taken and not taken’ with all those should haves- , ought to-s , must have-s’ may be postponing his death by a few weeks or months’
    Though all the signs were there that he has reached last stage Parkinson’ with total paralization followed by aspiration pneumonia’ still can’t help feeling somewhat responsible and enormously guilty of my role in his death’
    I will try to follow your guidance’ and the steps you so well describe’

    Laura

  4. Therese
    I’m so glad you are writing more. You give me so much hope. We are very much alike, so your writing and the way you reason with things and deal with them really helps me. I always think if only I had someone like you that I could call at the end of each day I would be okay because no matter how good their intentions are no one in my life understands and I’m not wasting anymore time trying to get them to understand. Anyway just wanted to say hi and glad that you are back. I was worried when your writing slowed down. I appreciate how much of yourself you put out there no matter how vulnerable it must make you feel. You are real. And you help me – a lot

  5. Dear Therese, Thank you for the great article on “rumination”. What especially helped
    me were the words from Kristen Neff from “Self Compassion” to give oneself compassion
    in a time of suffering. What a concept! In times of suffering, I usually beat myself
    up pretty heartily because of mistakes I have made, thoughts that I have had, etc.
    Such a beautiful idea to have compassion for ourselves instead of judgement and
    condemnation. Thank you so very much for doing the hard work in putting these
    wonderful ideas and articles together for those of us who seem to have the unfortunate
    chemistry to have to endure the pangs of depression and rumination. I have been
    in and out of this condition as far back as I can remember…thank you for your help!
    Blessings+ Diane

  6. Therese,

    Your a God send for so many of us. Whenever I feel myself begin to fall back into depression, anxiety and despair, I turn to your website for comfort.

    Today, the ruminations were getting to me so I brought up your site and low and behold you have an article about ruminations. Your words helped…they always do. Thank you.

    I don’t have to tell you or anyone else who suffers from depression, anxiety or ruminations that it is isolating.

    Thanks again for all you do.

    CC

  7. Thank you. This was very helpful. Especially this line:

    “because, here’s the thing, they [the ruminations] do eventually go away.” I often try every method to get rid of the ruminations and when they don’t work, I feel helpless. Just the idea that they will eventually go away helps.

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